May 1, 2013
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Luck
I’m always known for some kind of stupid luck, either winning penny slots, or finding a really good parking spot in the city. Sadly I haven’t been lucky with everything else.
New job, new car, apparently bad luck strikes it. My car just got keyed for no reason the other night, everyone thinks it was someone out to get me. It was no accident because the scratch is pretty deep, maybe a price fix.
The new job isn’t bad but i’m not loving it. Its just a better job, than the one I was coming from. I know I shouldn’t be complaining but I just thought there would be so much more to look forward to. I guess I really haven’t been looking forward to anything. The job is 9-5 with an hour lunch break. I take my lunch break to divide up the day, then I just countdown to when I can leave, and a 42 mile commute each way doesn’t make it fun either.
Love life? eh can we say there isn’t really much going on? I keep meeting some new girls, but they all hit the areas that i’m not looking for. Either too young, fobby/international, or not local to NY. I even had 2 of them wanted to get hitched or settled down… (eeks) Honestly i’m not scared of settling down, in fact I would really like to just get married like everyone else. But I think I’m still pretty torn up from my longest relationship.
Even though i wasn’t really at fault after 4 years, I really did care about her even if she screwed me over several times. I’m only starting to realize now, that I avoid doing certain things because of my longest ex. After that ex I did date 3 other girls exclusively, but neither of them lasted long. They were no where close to being similar to my ex. I’m glad they weren’t, I got the chance to really see what kind of girl I was looking for. I already ended up breaking a few hearts this year. I didn’t mean to but they weren’t a fit, and they wanted to try making things work. It seems like I was the negative one in not wanting to even try, but I just knew they were nice to be around with but nothing more than that.
On the brighter side of things, I’ve been taking care of myself a bit more. Exercising, biking as much as I can. Watching out on what i’m spending, even though I’m spending a lot more than normal, but i’m conscience of it.
I wonder how things will be in a couple months from now.
Comments (6)
You’re a great guy. The right girl will eventually come your way. Sorry to hear about your car. That’s such a shitty thing for someone to do. Good things will definitely come your way. Just gotta be patient
I hope you do get lucky! A 42 mile commute sounds pretty intense. Hope the new job is worth it!
good luck! better to tell them straight up then let it drag out.
when it comes to relationships, i believe you did the right thing. there’s really no point in prolonging a relationship if you know that it’s just not right. i learned a hard lesson about trying to settle for someone i know wasn’t really a good fit…all because i wanted to be married just like everyone else my age.
anyways, good luck!
yellow mellow jeff!
without facebook I don’t know what you’ve been up to! Anyway, hit me up sometime if you need anyone to talk to! 
Since its been a few months… how are things?